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dadee

2004-12-18T23:09:00.000-08:00

sry nv update for so long. lazy to copy n paste la. anws. linked dawn. yeaa. anything go me n timothy's blog read. haha.

nuttinh.

2004-12-16T16:59:00.000-08:00

okay... nth really happening. here i am at home waiting for him t call me. we havent talked for more than 1 hour in the last 36 hours. isnt dat baddd!!!!! argg!!! haiis~ i miss his sweet sexy voice. oh wells. his prob at trg now. or maybe on his way hm. or i duno. wadeva. i slpept the whole of ytd away while he was out wif his frens. and yah.. nvm.. its lyke. he doesnt wan me to go out wif him and his frens. lyke to think abt it. i havent gone out w him and his frens before. i feel so stretched frm his world suddenly :( andd well. i behaved badly ytd... sorry for sulking ytd baby. anws. yahh.. wen he got back. i was at mie way t mie pool class. so we cudnt talk. then wen i was done. he wenta eat dinner. then wen he was done. mie dad wantd to play his snooker. and yah. his dad was nagging or sth. then he just kept calling wen i was on mie way home. and said he cant talk. i was so sad. sniffs... i cried on mie way home. quietly w/o letting mie dad noe. wen i was home. i bathed and wenta slp. was hoping so much he'll call me. but he didnt. and i was tearing all the way t slp. i felt so empty. well i miss him loads. then i was so looking forward t our lunch today. and he called and say he cudnt make it. trg... argg. well. i cant say i didnt feel sad. but he alr told me no promises he can make it. so yah... all i noe is i miss him loads. and i hafe a feeling he doesnt... :'( sniff... abit *heartbroken* but one thing i am sure if. and that is he lurves me. and i do too.

poem

2004-12-15T00:19:00.000-08:00

i carry your heart w me
i carry it in my heart
i am nv w/o it
anywhere i go you go,
my dear;
and wadeva is done by only me is ur doing,
my darling

i fear
no fate
for you ae my fate,
my sweet;
i want
no world
for beautiful you are my world,
my true

and its you are wadeva a moon has always meant,
and wadeva a sun will always sing is you

written by
E.E. Cummings

10th month anniversary!!!

2004-12-14T23:13:00.000-08:00

its our 10th month anniversary!! woohooo... had a great time today. hehe. lets see. woke up at 7. but set alarm at 8... wth la. haha. was prob tooo excited. then slacked ard for awhl. then went hm. waited for mie darling. then yeaa, he came ard lyke 9. he bought us breakfast frm macs!!! awww... soo sweett~~ haha. then errms. we slept in each others arms. cuddly cuddly. haha. dun think dirty sial all u ppl.. tsk tsk. then woke up. i had a bath. changed. he bathed. i wore errms. dak blue top. joncwr bought fer me de. last yr. haha. hadnt worn it for a long tyme. anws. then wore mie black skirt. hehe. i wore mie hoop earings. black slippers. put on mie chanel glittery lipstick. and macs transparant lipgloss. took mie perlini black handbag. and we were outta the hse. haha. yeaas. we wenta scotts t eat. he ate i mean. haha. diet diet. haha. then wenta walk ard. wenta wisma. we wenta see thongs!! didnt buy tho. haha.. then wenta paragon. yepps. walked sumore. then wenta heeren. we bought gummies!! haha. and were fighting over who t pay. then the cashier person was lyke laffing at us. but at last he won. haha. wth. so childish. but kewte and lovinggg!!!!! yeaa. haha. then errms. bought watermelon juice. haha. so small the cup dam fast finish le. then we wenta cine. wenta egames but hadta wait. so wenta raiders. then played frozen throne!!! woohoo! so fun! haha. then claudia and dek came. then played awhl. then just as we were abt to leave for kpool. we sawww... lynnie and celeste! haha. both sexay ladies. and lynns ok wif jem alr. so good for them! haha. then errms. wenta kpool. dek left for cyberdome t meet the other ppl. then played ard. then colin came. then played sumore. then colin and claudia wena eat. then me n mie baby wenta take neoooss!!! oh yeaa. dam nice. will upload it yarhhs. then errms. wenta crown prince hotel swenson t hav dinner. ate yepps. timothywas complaining abt how i hold mie fork n knife or duno wad. haha. dam funny. and he ended up cuttiing mie steak into small pieces or me coz he cudnt stand it no more. haha. so kewte siall mie poot poot. haha.. thennnn... he bought for me a *flower* haha. get this *FLOWER* hahaha... secret. anws. then he fetched me t orchard mrt. he was running late so cudnt fetch me bac :(( but nvm. i felt sooo sad! i havent felt so sad at leaving him in a long time. i dropped a few tears. sniff sniff. then i was soooo sadd!! but i tot. nvm. we still can go out nxt time. and i was happy. anw he said i was pretty today! haha. make me so happy. anws. yeaas dats alll.... lalala. i lurve u poot poot!! happy 10th month anniversary!!!! muacksssss.ps. thx for the *flower* hehe.

wadeva

2004-12-12T11:31:00.000-08:00

haha.. mad.. anw. i woke up at lyke wad 10? haha. scared timmy call me then i stll slping nv answer. anw. he just called me. just finished his trg. he was screaming!!! i nearly went deaf. but. haha. but yea. was great to hear his voice. he said he was all wet n sticky. bleahs. ew. *pinches mie nose* then yea.. i said then nvm la. dun meet lohh. then i was so sad :( then he said ok la. he go to his gramps then call me. then i tot. "sniff sniff. dowana mit me again :( boo..." then he said. i bath and change alr then i call u then go mit u k? then i was sooo happy!!! yaeee!! *jumps ard and clap mie hands* hehe. super duper smile emerged on mie face. yae!!! i lurve timmy man. his MIE hubby. hehe. lurve u dear *send a flying kiss* MUACKS.

yae!!

2004-12-12T00:34:00.000-08:00

miraculously
its working.
hehe
i mean we're lurving each other!!
woohooo
*jumps ard*
haha
he said he miss me!!!
and wants t see me tmr!!!
omg!!!
haha.
i am so happy :]
thx baby.
his off t slp now
so i shall go offline toos
nyteys sweeetheartyyyy
i lurrrveee youuuu
super duper muacks!!!!!

lalala

2004-12-11T11:12:00.000-08:00

t mie timmy baby

the both of us are fine again
hav dis feeling its not the end
but no matter wad happens
im giving it mie friggin last shot

i hope we wun quarrel nor fight
and just give in and understand
coz we were sooo meant to be
a couple made in heaven

thx for giving me a last chance
it means alot to me
i promise i'll try to change
and wun make u angry anm

for all the happiness you gave me
thx for not taking it away now
for all the lurve too
thx for not giving up on me

im not asking for much now
jez on our anniversary every mth
i wan to see you n hug u n kiss u
i really hope you'll grant me that

i'll be missing you loads
i'll be lurving you loads
but i'm not gona cry
i'm gona be a strong girl

if ders any wrong i do
i hope you'll tell me
so i will noe how to change
and not make you angry

i lurve you darhlin
mie sugarbums
mie baby
please lurve me too
and dun give up on me kayy?
muacks <3

woosh woosh

2004-12-11T01:05:00.000-08:00

hmms hmms. as usual we're ok le lo... watched the polar express wif him on wednesday. its not a bad movie bahhs. dam sweet n touching. i cried! and he was like wth. hahaa... then he had rugby thursday n friday. so didnt meet. yepps. then just now talked awhl. er're gving it our last shot. hope it'll work out lohhs. coz omg. i lurhve dat boy!!!!! *screams crazily* haha. wadeva. and im just gona copy and paste this to mie blog. so yahh. hehe. i lurhve you timothy han guo huan. READ THIS! I LURHVE YOUUUUUUUU. sheesh. wadeva...

dottie

2004-12-05T12:43:00.000-08:00

guess wad. that idiot timothy han fell aslp last nite wen we were supposed to tok. ARG! super pissed. but nvm... haiis. and... we've got a blog! link us!
mrandmrshan.blogspot.com
hehehe....
:]

ermms.

2004-12-04T00:28:00.000-08:00

otays. nth much today. went out. yeaa.. met timmy at the bus stop outside heeren. then we walked to taka. then waited for lyk dam long. then claudia, dawn, des, zw, ana came. then coz me n timmy was lyk dam sick of waiting. so we went into seoul garden first lohhs. then wen they come then they went in lo. then our bbq tray was abit cocked up. haha.. but afterwards then ok le. hmms. ate alot... yeaa.. fooled ard alot. haha... then after dat we wenta cine. then timmy went to mit his frens at heeren go for his rugby match. he didnt wana let me go!!! boo!~ anws. then we wenta raiders. i played frozen throne! omg la. its lyk dam fun. n dam kewte!!! jerrs gona burn the cd for me. hehe. so sweet. jerrs sick. so he didnt come todays. yeaa. then like i wanted to play sumore. then zw n des kept like nagging. so we left. and i was dam pissed again. haha. so i went home again. then yeaa. watched lotsa tv. and noe wad. TIMMY DIDNT CALL ME. and noe why?! COZ HE WAS AT HIS NEIGHBOUR'S HOUSE PLAYING GAME! and like he just msged me to tell me. wth. made me wait so long la ok... haiissssss. asshole. hav dis feeling its gona fade away again as usual. i'll cross mie fingers that it doesnt then. yeaa. waiting to tok to him. i miss him! cant see him tmr n sund coz his not freee! wth. his prob going to his neighbours to play game again. fcuk. irritaing. haha.. anw. yeaaa.. will blog again. oh yarhh! mie ummy is gg to mlysia tmr. so its me, mie daddy, mie bro and mie maid at home onli. how boring. haha. anws yeaa. thats really all. will blog some crap ltr wen i feel like it again. haha. takkaire!

-

2004-12-02T14:51:00.000-08:00

okaye. haha. havent blogged for awhl hor.. hermms. ytd went for a job interview. tho got the job but decided not to take it. haha. wasted mie cab fare ther siahs. then met mie cousins at city hall. they were gg somewer. i wenta far east to meet jefri, des, zw, claudia. then walked ard awhl. then wenta meridian. played pool. i'm improving. haha. then wenta sit somewer slacked ard. then wenta lavender meet mie daddy. then went for mie first pool lesson. haha. it was so goddam fun la k. haha.. learnt so many stuffs. then watched singapore idol. yeaas. i cant believe it!!! SLY DIDNT WIN!!!!!!!!! arhhh!!!!!!! how can taufik win. wth. anws. the wenta eat supper wif mie daddy. had bakut teh. dam nice. then went home!! yesh yesh. bathed le then watched roses red wif mie mummy. then talked to timmy awhl. then he wenta slp. then now his wif me!! he ponned trg for me again. so sweet. haha.. then his eating now. yeaa. anws. dats all folks! muacks.

arhh

2004-11-28T04:02:00.000-08:00

arhh~
i cant see mie posts!!!

ah?

2004-11-28T03:56:00.000-08:00

just changed mie skin :] this one looks kinda sexy...

....

2004-11-28T03:08:00.000-08:00

we're otay le. haha. said so. i'll forgv him somehow. talked to him till 4 am ytd. yeaa. cried loads. i luhrve dat boy... and he luhrves me tooo... so much more now lohhs. he said coz lightning strike him and he woke up. realize he must luhrve n treasure me more. aww... haha. just now talked to him on the fone. he sudd laf n say he happy. and ask why happy? then he say coz hear mie voice. then we both started lafing. so kewte hor he. so sweet... i almost melted. hehe.. talking to him now. his modem is screwed. hehe. and we're back again thanks to claudia.

CLAUDIA PHUAH I OWE YOU
WILL GET A BIG XMAS PREZ FOR YOU
I LUHRVE YOU!!!

ok... but i lurhve timmy more of coz.. hehe... hms... nth much.. hehe...
ilu~

westlife-*if your hearts not in it

2004-11-27T01:49:00.000-08:00

//i changed the "girl" to "boy"
heres all i've gota say to u
i luhrve you...
:'((

westlife-*if your hearts not in it

i'm missing you boy
even though you're right here by my side
cause lately it seems
the distance between us is growing too wide

i'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
the last thing that I wanna hear

but if your heart's not in it for real
please don't try to fake what you don't feel
if love's already gone
it's not fair to lead me on
cause I would give the whole world for you
anything you ask of me i'd do
but I won't ask you to stay
i'd rather walk away
if your heart's not in it

you say that you love me
but baby sometimes
you're just saying the words
if you've got somethin' to tell me
don't keep it inside
let it be heard

i'm so afraid that you're saying it's over boy
i'll make it easy for you

but if your heart's not in it for real
please don't try to fake what you don't feel
if love's already gone
it's not fair to lead me on
cause I would give the whole world for you
anything you ask of me i'd do
but I won't ask you to stay
i'd rather walk away
if your heart's not in it

how I wish I could take us back in time
but it's gone too far now we can't rewind
(and there's nothing that I can do to stop me losin' you)
i can't make you change your mind
(if your heart's not in it)

but if your heart's not in it for real
please don't try to fake what you don't feel
if love's already gone
it's not fair to lead me on
cause I would give the whole world for you
anything you ask of me i'd do
but I won't ask you to stay
i'd rather walk away
if your heart's not in it

booo.

2004-11-27T01:06:00.000-08:00

its over
at least i think it is
tho somehow i'm gona gv in to u again
but u treat me as an idiot
this is so hopeless
we really shud break up
even tho i luhrve u alot
its time to let go

//if only u cud hear mie heart shattering

cryys

i will always luhrve you.
:'((

sighs`

2004-11-24T16:45:00.000-08:00

sighs`
hav dis feeling its over
its gone
it'll nv be possible to be the same again
the feelings not der
i feel so insecure all the time
most of the time its mie fault i guess
dunno wad to do
cant talk to no one bout it
all i can do is cry to mieself every nite
coz dats the onli way i cn rid mie pain
i've waited so long for u to understand
but u dun
and i dun think u eva will
empty promises u make break mie heart
days and days without seeing u shatters mie heart
and missing u so much makes me so helpless
its hurts alot
the pain will neva be understood
but till forever i'll wait
wait for the one day wer you'll luhrve me wif all ur heart
for the day wer you will understand
then wen dat day comes
all will not be regreted
coz even if its just one day
it means all

iluhrveyou|*
luhrveflutteringintheair//
waitingforatimewenitssafetoland//

haha

2004-11-24T06:24:00.000-08:00

otay la, like wth, i using mie fwen hp to blog. im like the only idiot awake. the rest all slping. ive been watchng tv by mieself frm eleven plus till nw leh. haha, kay blog wen i get hm on fridae. oh yea, timmys bac, tok to him awhl jez nw. luhrve you sugarbums. muacks

yoyoyo

2004-11-23T16:01:00.000-08:00

otays. timmy's coming bac today. and wun be blogging for the nxt few days. yepps. goin for chalet and all. hehe. will update nout all the fun wen i get hm yarhhs. hehe yepps yepps. see yarhh ppl. will miss yarhhl. muacks

okays

2004-11-22T17:06:00.000-08:00

argg! guess wad guess wad. haha. timmy called me ytd. yesh yesh! wyypeeeee. he said he missed me. haha. he msged me in the morning oso. frm hk. his coming back tmr! lalala. i miss him toos :] hehe... cant wait cant wait. lallalala. can finally see my sugarbums. haha. after 2 LONG wks! arhh. torture. hehe. ladeeeedummsss. hehe. then i can go out wif him. hehe. oh yea oh yea. haha. abit overly hyper. i miss my baby! ilu darhls. :]

wtf

2004-11-19T10:49:00.000-08:00

my dad sux big time larhh kayys. he go look tru my stuff on the comp. fuck. den ask me so much cock. the other time is he say dun put code. if he see my tings he will tell me. then now he fucking go see. then i say i tot u say u will tell me before u go see my stuff. then he say. oh. i neva go see wad. i was just browsing tru onli. fuck u larhh. arse. so pissed so pissed. arg. irritating. i am so f ing pissed. daarn darn daaarrrrnnnnn.

woah. lots to type

2004-11-19T10:23:00.000-08:00

oooh my sexaaayyy babbaaayyyeee. haha. herm hermms. otay. gota type quite alot nows i tink. hmm. ytdwent out. woke up at 12! den realized that i was miting every1 at 12.30! arg. then rush rush rush. haha. was late to mit them anws. hehe. but i wasnt the onli one late so nvm larhh. every1 shud be used to it anw. if i had went on time then i wud hav to wait for them. haha. for wad. anw. went shopping shopping shopping ytd! wooohooo. haha. met claudia, vanesa and connie at tp. then we took mrt to orchard. wenta wisma. wenta surfbabe. then topshop. we all bought thongs. haha. mine is dam kewte larhh kayy. pink wif snowflakes. got xmas spirit. dam style. then wenta the other shops at wisma lo. met sk wif his aunt and duno hu der, then we hadta pretend we duno him, dam farnie. we all cudnt stop lafing all the way wen we walked past him. then went to taka to eat yoshinoya. dun feel lyk shopping no more. hehe. then claudia wenta mit colin. as usual. haha. then dawn came to mit us. she cut short hair larhh kayy. like bung. haha. aww poor desmond. hehes. then we wenta cine. err. met leon see, joel, michael, jem, timc and some other guy. then we wenta arcade awhl. then wen kpool. yepps. then play play play. oh yeaa claudia and colin came. haha. then i play wif her. and dawn n connie. vanvan nv play. dam fun. then we wenta heeren buy gummies! yepp. met izza and mayb der. then dawn left. joel left. then the rest wenta kpool again. me, timc, leon see, claudia, colin wenta meridian play pool again. was funner coz the table smaller. hehe. easier mahhs. then yeaa larhh. wenta cine again. met arvindt wif the rest der. slack at rockys awhl. met lynette toos. then claudia and colin left again. so me, michael, lynn, arv, jem and timc wenta ljs eat. then aft that go bac rockys. then they wenta kpool then i went hm lo. yepps. rched hm ard 9.45 yeaa. then today woke up at 12 again. haha. cudnt slp last nyte. onli managed to fall aslp at ard 4. then called claudia. wenta mit her. at meridian. wif colin, dek, jerr. then after that wenta cine foodcourt eat. met joel der. then wenta kpool. yepps. then met jem, arv, michael der. then play play play. then all go hm except michael and jem. yeaa. guess dats abt all. miss timmy. wenta his friendster just now. some girl wrote him a testi and called him timmy! heyy! dats for me to call and not you biatch! argg. f her. haha. but i accepted it for him anw. had the urge to reject. but shall not be evil. a girl hu is innocent and sweet like me will not do this kinda tings. yes yes. i noe i noe. haha. anw he wud kill me. so i accepted it for him anws. hehe. oh yea. olinda is out! woohooo. dun like her. yipee laaa dooo. sly is still in. he is dam hot. he is gona freaking dam win. sly is so so so hot. arg! but timmy's hotter. haha. nuts over both boys. gaga. haha. otay dats all i guess. four more days onli! yeaaa. dam fast. haha. my darhlins coming bac. lurve him so much. muacks sugerbums. i love my sugerbums. hehe. *blows a kiss to mie sugerbums*`*pictures mie sugerbums catching it* woooohooo.

laadeedumms

2004-11-16T06:22:00.000-08:00

laaadeedumms. hehe. didnt blog ytd huhh. hmms. wenta chalet wif parents. not bad not bad. ate lotsa stuff. watched lotsa tv. stayed up lots. catched lotsa slp. haha. if that makes sense. then yalarhh. darn sians now. gota go out wif claudia soon. she says she misses me. haha. like hu doesnt. yes yes. hehe. thick skin. anws. joel might be leavinggggggg. oh dears. we'll all mis him. our kewte beaver. haha. wth. i miss timmy. haha. actually not really. getting used to the loneliness nowadays. 7 more days to go only anws wad. hmms. chalet 24-26. yesh yesh confirmed. hehe. finaly herms. nth much lo. lurve all the biaches out der. lurve timmy toos. muacks.

oh dearies

2004-11-14T00:10:00.000-08:00

ohmigawd. look at me! i am sho freaking kewte larrhh. haha. dam nice. hermms. nth much happening. dam sians. miss timmy lots. he nv come online today. dunc noe whyys. reaallllaaaeee wana see him. and tok to him. nvm. lurve n miss yarhh darhlls. and if u read this my mummy ask u to collect the match boxes frm the hotel rooms for her. she collects. ilu. muacks.

munchies

2004-11-13T14:04:00.000-08:00

nth much again. changed some stuff in mie bloggie. gona change the skin soon. kinda long les. at this comp course now. kinda otay. like most of the things i noe le but yeaa. larnt some new stuffs. then yeaa. missed timmy the whole nite. arv gota partaye today. but not gg i tink. kinda prefer staying at hm when timmy's overseas. yeaa. tmr got bbq wif family. then staying till monday. yepps. then yalarh.. prob go out on tuesday. duno larhh. dam sian. hols then nth to do. haha. onli can slack n slack n slack. i nidta do some shopping. dearies. no cash. haii. kayy. will blog again later in the nite most probi. see yall. kiss.

hermms. nth much

2004-11-12T23:45:00.000-08:00

otayy. nth much to blog abt today. parents gg for supper now. buying bac for me. dun realli feel like gg out. oh yeaa. timmy came online jez now! yeaa. sho yalarhh. dowana go out. wait for him to come online again bahhs. hehe. miss him like crazayyy. and dun tink he misses me at all. that heartless evil full of crap and rubbish shyt that i lurve sho much. hehe. wth siahs. hehe. i tink i'm gona be FAT. i mean i ate supper ytd. macaroni. cooked for myself and my mummy. the maid slept alr. then i had to wash up toos. haiis. then like i gona eat again today. pigsty. nth to do nows! jez uploaded my babaye pictures. i look sho kewte. like i still am now larhh. but still. hehe. *tongues out* yeaa. daddy left le. and i didnt even go send him off! wad a stewpid dotter. haiis. i am sho bored! argg. otay. nth to blog anm. lurves ya darhls. kisses. 11 more days.

farewell partayyyeeee

2004-11-11T12:40:00.000-08:00

hermms. hehe. oh yeaa. daddy had a farewell partaye at lin's hse ytd. was a surprise partayee. we told him was joel's bdae. oh yeaa. its leon's bdae today. happy bdae leon. otay. he wun be reading this anws. he hates me. duno whyy. but oh nvm. thats another long story. okayy. err. timmy is still overseas!! oh my gawsh. miss him lyk sho super duper siaos. haha. wana see him so badly. but oh well. 12 more days to go. shall be patient. yesh yesh. hmms. continue bout ytd. woke up. talked on the fone wif many many ppl. haha. then wenta bath. wenta borrow LV bag frm my cousin. then wenta tp to mit the girls. wore white off shoulders and black skirt. yepps. then i was late. but vanvan and connie were later so nvm. then they were all wearing black tops!! darn. then i was the only one wearing white top. but nvm. i'm unique and original. haha. wadeva. then yeaa. ana, me claudia, dawn, vanvan and connie wenta cine. me, ana, dawn and claudia bought a bag for daddy. then wenta gelare to sit and talk. haha. sho funn! gossip sho much. lafed sho much. havent had such a fun girls day out in a long tym. haha. then joel, terence, sk came. they were girls toos. hehe. then we wenta paragon. girls did some shopping. boys wenta look for pool que for daddy. met sammi there. yeaa. then this guy came up to connie and gave her his card and asked her to be a model! omg. dam style siahs. haha. then connie was like super shocked. den i couldnt stop lafing at her. haha. then we wenta taka. did sumore shopping. at zara, mng, guess and duno wad else larhh. then wenta wisma. wenta topshop and surfbabes. haha. then wenta cine. saw kevin at rockys. sho long nv see him le. then realized i forgot to gv him my new hp numba. haha. oops. shorry kevin! haha. then met leon see, nich and nicklaus there. then we wenta foodcourt slack. then daddy, dek and timc came. then they ate. they the rest kept dragging time. didnt wanta go lin's hse. then i was so pissed i went myself. haha. then wenta newton mrt. then didnt noe how to go. anyhow whack. then by the time i rched lin's place, was sweating like shit. haha. joel, terence, joncwr, jeric, leon tay, jason, sammi were alr there. then wenta slack sumore. then the rest finally came. then we brought daddy up to the room. then wenta prepare the cake. then said surprise! haha. dam farnie. hav some pictures. go n see. then yalarhh. then ate cake. slack sumore. wenta cine again. wenta foodcourt. ate dinner. watched the champions. then went up to kpool. was gg to play pool then daddy called say he coming le. sho left. didnt play at all. haiis. then yeaa. went hm. wrote timmy's letter. changed. went for supper wif family. didnt eat. drank sugar cane juice. rched hm at 1am. slept straight away. aww. wad a pig. haha. will miss daddy. alr missing timmy. oh man. wad a girl i am. haha. vennylurvestimmy. oh yes i do. send a flying kiss ur way. timmy catch it quick! hehe.

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2004-11-09T12:10:00.000-08:00

arhh. timmy go overseas le. miss him sho much. he duno in which country having fun now. he say he'll use the hotel ppl to write letter tell me wad he doin then gv me wen he get back. duno he will rmb nots. he coming back on the 23rd. sho long siahs. 2 wks. i'll miss him sho muchieesss. how how how. red indian. hehe. duno wad he doin now. if onli i could go wif him. hehe. sho fun then. but nvm. nxt tym sure can after we married. hehe. think sho far. haha. today is day number 1 after he left. 13 more days to go. very fast de. i'll wait for him. i will. kayy larhh. goin my gramps le. blog again. ilu darhl. miss u lots. hope you7're thinking bout me toos! ilu. :))

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2004-11-08T11:24:00.000-08:00

becky's bdae todae. at her hse now. using her comp. hehe. playing confessions. dam nice. got posted to 3/8. wana appeal for3/7. must get in triple maths. hehe. wonder wad timmy doing now. he leaving later at duno wad tym. i mizhh him alr. wonder if i can meet him gfor awhl later. 2 wks. haiis. becky's keyboard abit off. its dam weird. connie toked to me today. hehe. quite happy. she and ian broke up le. she got into 3/10. sara got into 3/9. vanvan 3/7. unfair siahs. i wana go to 3/7. kayy la gtg. toodles. ilu timmy. mizhh u lotsss.

otay

2004-11-07T15:35:00.000-08:00

hermssss. hehe. sho long neva blog le. just got a new comp! dam nice. hehe. daddy's early xmas prezzie to mee.. sho sweet. hehe. lets see. oh yeaa. ytd. hehe. sho fun! wenta sentosa. suppose to meet ard like 11. budden i LEFT my house at 11. hehe. well i expexted every1 to be late so i tot i'll be late too lor. hehe. timmy didnt go. dumbass father didnt allow. wad an idiot. haiis. then reached at ard 12. met colin and claudia at harbourfrnt mrt. they had their hands ard each other. sweet. hehe. sho they were late too! then scarly reached there. everyone was thereand they all say i ask them not to be late then i ownself late. felt so bad. neva gona b late again. hehe. then we wenta take the bus to siloso beach. then we found a nice shady spot then the guys some wenta play football. the res all wenta swim!!! sho fun. then we tanned. then swam back to talk to lynnie and jem. then swam back to the lil island again. then swam bac. coz they wanted to play volleyball. then vanesa and leo came. then i sat there wif vanesa. we took fotos and talk on the fone. then the rest wenta play football. hehe. then went back to swim. then some went cycling. joel rented the motor bicycle! then i say behind. so scared he'll fall. but he didnt la. hehe. dam fun. then wenta see the billabong shop. yepps. then went back to return the bike and swim. oh yea.. ytd the ppl who were there are. vanesa, tim kor, joel, jerr, dek kor, leon see, sammie, ailin, jeric, claudia, colin, leo daddy, dawn, desmond, nicklaus, simon, joncwr, franco, sk, thats all bahh. cant rmb le. hehe. then after that wenta bath. then wenta climb the big rock! took some great pics of the sunset. can see in my pic gallery. err. then wenta harbourfrnt food junction to eat. ate salmon teriyaki set. then the guys wenta buy ice-cream cake! vanvan's bdaeee. hehe. then blew cake. then ate cake. then wenta arcadeee. then after that me n dawn went hm. the rest stayed there. reach hm then wen online lo. yepps. then thats all!!! yeaaaaaaa. toodles. muacks. ilu timmy. and timmy leaving tmr. will miss him sho sho much for 2 wks. haiis. lurve yah darhlin.

exams are ovaaaaaaaaaa

2004-10-15T17:34:00.000-07:00

arhhhhhhhhhh........... exams are FINALLY over. hehe. sho sho happy! hehe. hmm... at cine now. juz now got some prob wif ian then duno wer he n connie is now. i wif michael, terence, tim kor, arvindt, ramos, joncwr and my darh coming. today last ppr then aft dat wen hm bath then went to michael's hse. then the 3 dogs bark at me again!!!!!!!!! hehe. then got one of the dogs smile at me... wth... then yalarh.. wanted to play pool buden got chased out at cine. they nv check me!!!!!!!! dat means i look 16. yea yea. hehe. then took bus to meridian then full. so we came bak cine again. so bored. i bought a black skirt ytd!! dammm nyce. hehe. but i so fat. haiis. tmr duno wanna go wer sumore. alamak. kayy la. duno wad to type le. toodles. muacks. ilu-*

anything

2004-10-03T16:43:00.000-07:00

arggg. dam freakin bored. bored bored bored. ytd went out for awhl tim kor's bdae. hehe. i'm the frist to wish him. so proud of myself. wenta cine. then met derek n jerr n tim kor. n ya shaun lim, jason n ailin were there toos. but lyk i not close to them so lyk yarhh. then connie came lar later. wif suk kian (connie's cousin), and sara and ian. they were watching new police story. i watched alr the previous day. wif sk, dek kor, jerr n tim kor. suppose to meet some smss ppl. their frens. but lyk yah. they left. and they made us walk all the way to lido. then say that cant watch the movie. freako manicko siahs. yah anw. then ytd. they were at arcade. n jerr kip winning dek on the virtual tennis. but thats gud. i mean lyk if jerr didnt then they were gona play for 2 hours. wth. nth beta to do ah. i was lyk freakin bored la. oh yah! jonc came oso. hehe. then yalar. later tim kor, jason, shaun, ailin n jonc wenta watch duno wad movie. then me, connie, suk kian, sara, dek kor, ian n jerr wenta heeren. took neoneo. dam cute!!! got one neoneo jerr n ian were lyk hugging. then connie wenta type gayys. haha. then jerr was trying to erase it but of coz the girls didnt let him la. haha. then we bought sweets!! so many many sweets! yummmmyyyy. hehe. then err. just hang ard awhl more lo. then me n suk kian n sara n connie went home lo. then ian send connie home lo. then dek kor, jerr n leo daddy wenta play pool. behind somerset der dek kor say. then aft that yalar. duno wad happen but i noe dek kor went home then jerr n duno hu else wenta jonc hse. yeppssss. i mizhh timothy again. hehe. duno wer he is. wither in his grandparents place or at home la. haiisss. hope can see him tmr. tmr he got chinese ppr then he nv even stdy la. wth. same as dek kor. haha. weirdo. i will lyk def stdy like crap la. haiis. exams coming! die. cant wait for it to b over. then i can go out go out go out. hehe. 15th n 16th oct both gg out. hehe. then lyk yalarhh. got the chalet to plan sumore. so funn. hehe. kayy larhh. lazy to type le. hehe. lubb youu. muackks// timothy rawkssssss. :))

smiles.

2004-09-27T10:30:00.000-07:00

in skul agains. hehe. home comp still not fixed yet. irritating. haiis... quarrell wif me mum ytd. went zoo ytd. saw so many animals! haha. but its so hot n tiring. nearly dieded n melted larhh. then the animal's shit is dam stinko man. haha. yeaa. so bored now. i mizhh timothy!!! hehe. izza saw him this morning. my bf is lyk freaking famous or sth. everybody seems to noe and recognise him. hmm. we both pon skul on friday. hanged out so much. so happy. hehe. but i was sick la. and so was he la. hehe. meeting him later. after he go for clovis's motha's wake. so sadd. sniff sniff. then saw him on sat. went marche study wif ian n connie n him. then went arcade. see them play. hehe. then went to rockys to sit. but so smelly the smoke. so timothy brought me into cine to walk walk. hehe. so sweet right my bf. hehe. i lubb him so much. i gave him the prezzies le. yeaa. hehe. changed my blog song to accidently in lurve. or not same as leon see. hehe. arggg. english exams on thurs. can die. exams starting so soon. hehe. the video finish le. try to put it in the blog lor. hehe. let all of ya'll see. its dam nice la. i mizhh timothy!!! wana see him now. haha. on thursday wenta acs barker's cafe to study. dam style la. haha. can see all the ppl swimming. woaaahhh. haha. but i quarrell wif timothy dat day so wasnt so fun. hehe. kayy larhh. blog another tymm. toodles. muackkss// lubb youu!

timothys bdae

2004-09-20T11:05:00.000-07:00

todaee is my darhlin's bdae. hehe. i'm in skul now as usual. having ep. yepps. just finish uploading my pixs. so fun. anw. really mizhh timothy now. wana see him badly. kant wait till i see him ltr. meeting him. n gv him my prezziesssss.... hehe. suppose to learn some video tingy now. but kant really be bothered. hehe. hmms. anws. grace moved infront to sit wif ernica. she cant stand sheryl no more. haha. booking of aloha chalet. bungalow is 4rms 8 beds. terrace is 2 rms 4 beds. during peak. bungalow is 388. terrace is 222. during off peak, bungalow is 166, terrace is 111. i rathergo bungalow tho. dam style. but timothy going overseas. how how??? hehe. beta go now. will update more abt the chalet. toodles. muackkss//

sheeshh.

2004-09-19T16:01:00.000-07:00

in my cuz's plc now. wenta suntec wif parent for lunch just now. so boring. wad can i do wif parents. sheeshh. dam bored now. dowana go tuition. so come cuz's hse. hehe. cunning me. haiis. watch dreamcatcher on cinemax last nyte. not badd. kinda nice. supp to kal timothy. but his dad picked up. so i hanged up. haha. get his dad pissed. duno whether he got go see the biking shops wif juncai or not. duno la. try to kal again ltr. told him i'll kal him wen i get home. hehe. terence wans a testi. so does ida. lazy to writeeee. haha. i'm dam bored now. arggg. wana go out. go shopping! haha. cant wait till exams are over. going xmas shopping. and clothes shopping. aiyarhh. just shopping for everything la. got chinese ca on tuesday. lazy to stdy too. haha. tmr timothys bdaee. yaeeee. my darhdarh's bdae. the most impt day AFTER our anniversary. haha. bought him precious monents figurine. 119 bucks. then gv him scold last nyte wen i told him. and made 220 straw hearts. 220 coz i stead wif him till his bdae is 220 days. nice numba. i mizhh my darhhhhhhh.... wana see him. blardy hell. he kip teasing me n lafing. irritating. but i still lurve him. hehe. my darhh rawks. but i rawk more. much much more. hehe. toodles. muacks//

kizhhhhhhhhh...

2004-09-14T18:32:00.000-07:00

errms. at ian's hse now. wif daddy and timothy n ian. lyk duhh. leaving soon i guess. kinda late. gota go hm have dinner los. yeaas. dam sians. timothy bully me. he dun let me change his nick to 'venelyn rawks' unfairrrrrrrr......... arggggggggggg........ then yalar. so i dun let him kizh me now. meanofied. ian's mummy coming back soon. but ian dun care. haha. mmm. i wana buy ashlee simpson cd. but just bought f.i.r cd. then aiyah. dowan buy so many cd at one time. michael not here. he say he stay at hm study. today in skul sheryl went mad again. grace use her head to hit sheryl's boobs then sheryl started sulking n makeing noises n say wad she lost her virginity or some crap. wtf. then i leart some french words frm francoise. haha. dam kewwll. yepps. i rawk man. haha. ian beside me nowwww. timothy pang seh me go play ps2. evill. kayy la. toodlessssss.

venelyn rawks :))

2004-09-13T11:07:00.000-07:00

hmms... finally finish my blog!! haha. yeaa. in skul nows. went out on sat. damm fun. went to bugis wif connie n timothy. went to walk walk there. hehe. then went to far east. then met dawn, timothy chow, jerr, dek n michael there. then claudia and dawn wenta meet their classmates. timothy went home. connie went home. then dek wenta "just 4 hair" to cut hair. then me, jerr, michael n timothy kor wenta lucky plaza. jerr bought pink shirt frm giordano. haha. dam cutes siahsss!! timothy kor n dek oso gg to buy. haha. sho funn. pinkk rawks! then after that connie came to meet us again. then connie, her cousin suk kian, jerr, timothy kor and me wenta great world city to watch cinderella story. dek went home. omg! chad michael murray is dam freakin ass hot siahs. haha. then finish le then connie n suk kian went home then me, jerr n timm kor wenta eat yoshinoya. dam filling. yepps. then took cab home. treach home at like 9.50 bahhs. haha. parents not home. so talk to timothy on the fone! yeaa! timothy rawks. ooooh i lurrrveeee himm! hehe. muackks// haha. then now in skul la. my dad finally decided to bring my comp for repairs. so shud b able to blog more often le bahhs. yepps. dats all. toodleess!

just testing

2004-09-08T14:49:00.000-07:00

just testing. hees.